Tuesday, July 04, 2006

The road to Mordor is a long, long one

sigh ... LOTR seems to be a reflection of my life. And right now, I feel like Frodo looking at Mount Doom - so very far away - and he has no idea how to get there. It's been one thing after another, and another, and another. No end in sight ...

14 Comments:

Blogger cheechiaw said...

when there's will, there's a way.

3:20 PM  
Blogger Sue said...

At least you're at Mount Doom, we're still in the forest with the elves. Sigh....

But you'll have more than one Mr Samwise Gamgee with you on this journey.

9:53 PM  
Blogger Azraai said...

So much dark force surrounds you dear janet.

is it because you have this power that may hurt the people around you ?

Or is there a burden that needs to be unloaded from your shoulders?

hmmm...

10:05 AM  
Blogger Wilson said...

never mind janet, got gollum to accompany you there...
he will lead the way...

2:34 PM  
Blogger Kat said...

erm.. I didn watch LOTR.. so shame.. katak dalam tempurung.. =P
I'm always be with you, Janet.. You can handle it, with the support of people around you..
Thanks for the email.. :)

5:59 PM  
Blogger copywritingstudent said...

Yup, I sure got lots of Samwise Gamgees - and one gollum! Thanks guys. I love you all lots :)

I do have some pretty heavy burdens on my shoulders, and they're weighing heavily on my heart. It feels like every single area of my life is in crisis right now, it's just overwhelming me. And I'm tired. Dah lemah semangat ...

Well, I always believe that God only gives us challenges when He knows we are ready. So I guess I am ready.

And like I told the graduating APIPs, "You don't drown just because you fall into deep water. You only drown when you allow yourself to stay beneath the surface." So I know will keep fighting to come up.

But while I'm down, it just feels damn shitty.

8:04 PM  
Blogger Joescher said...

Janet, I don't know what to say, because you are the one who guide me when I'm lost. All I can say is I'll be here for you if you need me, anytime. 7/24.

I know you're strong, because I'm damn strong and you are my mentor.

10:10 PM  
Blogger Christopher said...

heuheueh!! hey Janet!!!...

dun stop fighting the good fight....

remember us! all the ones tht loves u n always be there to support u!!... burdens can be let go.... with support and care and love from us all!!...

remember the night kathy was cornered before the c2champ??...
pick urself up!! and continue the journey frodo!! the starting point may hurt but there's victory at the end of the road waiting for u to say " I DID IT!!"... HOORAYYY!!!... :)

Smile always mom!!!... and i lov u!

9:57 AM  
Blogger Azraai said...

heya janet.

im not sure if this is relevant or not but a lady once said to me.

" the brain is considered the smartest but when it tries to figure out the heart, the brain becomes useless because it cant compute. The heart may be complex but somehow, when it is being let out, it touched a lot of people. That is powerful and beautiful."

maybe you are using both your brain and your emotion at the same time, thats why things are running amok. Take a step back now and just breathe, things will be clearer when you do this.

-sigh-

4:02 PM  
Blogger bala said...

no worries.
i'm alwis on ur bck..
shout for me when u need help :)

10:03 PM  
Blogger mc_ass said...

"you have my pen..."

10:30 PM  
Blogger copywritingstudent said...

Max, is that a play on Legolas' "You have my bow" and Aragorn's "You have my sword" ...?

Those of you who haven't seen LOTR yet, I'm thinking of screening it at 95%. Yup, all three parts! Interested?

11:00 AM  
Blogger mc_ass said...

yeah.. i wanted to mean that.. but now i re-read the sentence, it somewhat lame

anyway, cool a lotr "showdown"

12:51 AM  
Blogger Azraai said...

yaay, lil obbits' and em eugh giant dragons wit em tree folks. bet me shillings and me bag o' gold to be dere. hidey ho! Ta the land o' Middle Eart we go!

(it's 1.10 in the morning at the office , so excuse me for my irish behavior)

1:19 AM  

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